I wish I could read them, listen to them and feel them. Letters, voicemails, music, and of course gifts. I want to be able to relive all the good times and how happy I felt when those things meant everything to me… without feelings coming back. Its been about a year. I’m not like depressed anymore but it’s still a thorn in my side. I don’t think I get the concept of moving on. I need to go to CUHK asap. I’m done. I need something to make me forget honestly. Wtf. It’s been a year… lets me real Dvan… Any girl that I use in the future will just be another way to escape her though. And that definitely wouldn’t be fair to her. And I’d probably treat her really badly. This is bull. How can I rid myself of this? You can’t forget, just get used to it. You can’t get used to it, you just get better at hiding it. Dumbass breakup induced depression 13 year old tumblr girls. Doesn’t seem like there really is a definitive answer. FUCK NIGGAH ITS BEEN A YEAR NOW… get over it. Stop bitching. I bet she’s fucking like 10 guys at once right now.. Lets be real here. She forgot about u the day she left so… what ur deal? Move on. Honestly, you’re just lonely rite now and thats a bitch move lol. Keep calm and carry on aha? Its been a year.

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